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Gemini

by Vervex

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1.
I felt you draw a little closer, so now I have to leave Maybe I’ll go mull this over around a crowd, but now I’ve found that I can’t be around nobody else This is my song of the bi-natured spirit of the Gemini I’m pushed left, I’m pulled right- simultaneously day and night Goodnight You held me like you were my cradle I’m paralyzed, no I can’t move I’d dance with you if I was able, but I have never learned the steps- my reflection’s the only one I’ll tell
2.
Dream your dream- Tell us about it all
3.
Took a little time, took a little time and spent it outside A ticklish wind is sweeping on in It picks up the kids of the dandelion The sky is a giant, the sparrows are flying Listen close, the kids are crying: “Should I give into the wind? Go to where I’ve never been?” Down in the ground by the towering mountain, Surrounded by clouds, they will rest their heads Now they grow tired, sink deep by the briars- sleeping in the line of fire Oh how the cycle turns Face yesterday And how light it burns Not everyone’s saved And so we pray
4.
Well you know you put on a good show, now it’s time to go, as the curtain lands on a stage, left dazzled and dazed like a bird in a cage, a one man band I raise my voice in jest, but I’ve never left the nest I’m in here, are you out there? Someone brought the whole world down, and I’m up to play the clown I’ve noticed that it’s not fair Well if you’re shell-shocked, here’s your shot to jump off cuz it’s a train that won’t stop for anyone- Not the king, despite how he clings to the way that it stings to die undone Are you under a spell? Are you stuck in your shell? Are you afraid to tell anyone? I confess that I feel like a mess, Yes I’m stressed half to death from all this fun You ain’t prepared for what I’ll do I don’t play fair cuz I’m not meant to I see you’re scared- why ya so blue? You just be there and I’ll reflect you
5.
I can’t let go If I tried any other way, there’d be no time to wonder if what I see is a blunder Cacophony pulls me under All I know is that if I let go, then I’ll blow away in the breeze Highs and lows will come and they’ll go and I’m nowhere to be seen To say goodbye would be so cold, so let the sun shine before we’re old It’s not meant for this, I already know, so just one last kiss, cuz I can’t let go
6.
Say what you will, chase your own thrill Glance at abacus- zero to nil Hide behind fright, survive the night When I’m in my room, I fight kick scratch bite whisper “yeah right” Beautiful mess, innocent death, fountain of speech should talk a little less It was just a matter of time Independent one, a companion of none you’re laughing at the gun, your ego weighs a ton and you’ve got no lipstick on your shirt “We’re happy that you’re hurt” So how much are you worth? A worthless teenager became this-
7.
I’m picking at the sticky-tack underneath my fingertips I’m sipping on the bitter tincture- t-t-taste it on my lips My blood boils down, acid flash in my veins When I take this medicine, it gives me growing p-p-pains They say “Oh drink it down Oh you’re howling with the hounds” I won’t be around for too long, please give me more I won’t be around for too long, I’m at your door
8.
Separately together in the long night, we were close, forgot to say say say what we’ll miss when we wake up for the last time- put it off ‘til next tuesday day day Yellow-bellied and shaking in my handcrafted boots, From vivacious to vacant- only got one bullet, I’m afraid to pull it, honey I’m afraid to shoot Punch drunk from the flavor of the limelight, try to fall to the ground and miss miss miss Young tongues don’t know they drop dynamite, your face is wet and the fuse is lit lit lit Truth is we’re never sober- got the best that money buys From April to October, you put up your walls when I try to call but it comes as no surprise Sell us all the secrets, there’s no shame! Then we can pretend we’re all okay! I want to ask the questions that I can’t find, maybe you and I could talk talk talk I’ll never make it across that finish line if I never run only walk walk walk Call me the force that’s stopping- won’t allow you to advance From cradle to the coffin, I get in your head keep you in bed and tell you “No you can’t- can’t smile at the shadows inside you, can’t swim in the waves of feel feel feel You’ve only got limited time to prove what’s mirage and what is real real real Let me take your one weapon, cut the lights and burn the set There’s absence where your head is- never scratch that itch, don’t flip the switch, be my marionette They control me- I see them smiling at me now Don’t you know they sell us all the secrets?
9.
When the moment slows, and I forget the lows- When the tide goes, with sand between my toes- And I run ahead- the ocean is my bed- And I feel fed- This is so far from death I might just drift away- I’ve never been the type to say goodbye, instead I pretend that I cannot ever die Two birds with a single stone- Two birds that probably could have flown beside Impossible and infinite horizon lines And we feel so small, infinitesimal in the scope of it all And it took so long for us to belong because we’re intelligent people We once stood so tall then we took a fall, oh we took a tumble Can you feel the pull? The invisible strings that keep us humble?

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released May 9, 2017

"Championing the lo-fi approach to production that's become ever popular in today's musical landscape, Jake Barrow (aka. Vervex) has mastered the art of eccentricity."
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released May 9, 2017

Written/Performed/Engineered/Mixed by Jake Barrow
Mastered by Connor De Leeuw
Artwork - Jake Barrow
Copyright/Publishing - Vervex
Released by LifeVest Records
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Thank you Hayden Eller for your support and for letting me temporarily take over the living room and make noise. Thank you Eller family, my own family and friends, and THANK YOU for listening and for your support! It's dedicated to all you Gemini buddies out there. Last but not least, thank you Johnboy, Inc. (you know why) and to Costco for making those delicious peanut butter pretzels.

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